day 29; definitional

Fearless.
     Warm.
          Inviting.
               Vivacious.
     Curious,

how a single
word can sum
up the whole
of a person
in our minds.

I try and try
to find one
for myself,
but each one
I try on is
quirked
by another.

Carefree,
     but contrary.
Devoted,
     but distracted.
Imperfect,
     but incurable.
Adamant,
     but antinomial.

I just looked that word up.

Adjective. Obsolete.
Of or relating to beliefs held in contradiction,
particularly in relation to immorality.
See paradox, resistance, opposition, struggle.